I caught myself today as I was offering some advice to a friend going through a tough time - I caught myself saying stuff I didn't even think I believed in.
Said friend is going through a separation from her husband of some time, the couple have two young children.
I surprised myself by telling her that one day when she is ready to put herself back out there she may find love again - perhaps her ONE love.
I guess deep down I believed it - but had yet to vocalize it for a long time... and I felt like a bit of a hypocrite for saying such things when I have lost hope for myself.
So that got me thinking - I am good at giving advice that I think sounds good - but why don't I follow the wise words I offer to friends?
I need to get back on the ball and put myself out there and see what I can see - but the thing is I don't know if I can trust. And the past couple of guys I have been involved with have managed to eat away at my confidence and self worth - I find it hard to believe that anyone would be attracted to me.... I KNOW I KNOW that there are people out there - and that I am beautiful... I know those things, but I don't believe them anymore.
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