... Imabeliever ...

I honestly thought all the love stricken people of the world were crazy and on crack. I had given up hope that true love existed and that the possibility of finding love was even do-able. And the ones who said that they knew from the beginning that they had found 'the one' I thought were seriously cracked out... until it happened to me.
I can honestly say I am in the same boat as them, and quite frankly it has got to be one large boat because there are many of us aboard.
They always told me it would happen when I least expected it, and that is beyond true... I was not expecting to fall for the person I was, I was not expecting to fall at all... I was perfectly fine with what I had created for myself. I would be single for life, I would be an elementary school teacher and I would adopt children.
Well now that plan has been scrapped and I have found the individual I want to spend the rest of my life with, I want to marry said individual, I want to start a family with him and I want to grow old with him.
I don't know how it happened, but it did and it is honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me.
Will I finish school, one day I hope, will it be in the four years like I had planned, maybe not.
I used to think I was a happy person, but nothing can compare to the happiness he has brought into my life. He has given me hope and has opened up a new chapter in my life, a happy one.
The physical distance between us is huge but we talk so often and he knows me so well that it doesn't feel so bad.
So the believers are not as cracked out as I had once believed, as I am now one of them. It's a great group to belong to and I am looking forward to a life-long membership to said group.
I didn't know what love was, I had never told anyone I had loved them (other than family) and all of the 'I love yous' I had received were due to copious amounts of alcohol, with no real meaning behind them just the sole intention of seeking sex.
Now I know what it is like to truly be loved and to love. It is simply the most amazing feeling in the world. It was overwhelming at first to think that I had such immense feelings for a single individual, and that the feelings were reciprocated; but now I have become accustomed to the feeling and I enjoy it.
I never thought hearing a person’s voice could bring such joy to a day or that simply waking up next to a person could make the start to every day enjoyable.
I am a believer, I enjoy being a believer and I pray to every higher being out there that I can remain a believer for the remainder of my days.