If you could gurantee one thing to the ones you love what would it be??? If you could secure one thing in your life what would it be?? Would it be a material possesion, money, love or something completely random?
We got on a similar topic of coverstaion tonight at work and it made me think... which of course leads to Adrianne over-thinking, panicking, and worrying.
If I could promise one thing to the ones I love and prevent one thing from happening to them and myself... it would be that they will never be alone. Sometimes I feel helpless and hopeless because there is only so much I can do as one person. But I wish there were more I could do. I wish I could be there for my mom when she needs someone, but I have come to the realization that there's only so much I can do, and that I have done far more than the majority of people my age. I wish I could be there for my friends when things aren't going right, but often times I can't physcially be there because of the distance, money issues and other committments. I wish I could be there for my friends when they're having a bad day.
I know I have an amazing set of friends, but they're so spread out that sometimes it feels like I am alone... don't freak out people I know I am not. I give more than I should and don't take as much as I should... and sometimes worry that it will wind me up alone. I know - not likely but crazier shit has happened.
Most of all, I am worried about those I love, I don't want my mom to feel like she is alone... I want to be there for her... but I wish some others would step up and take responsibility and worry, or help or show they care.
I don't want my friends to feel like their alone, but there's only so much I can do from where I am at.
I worry too much, I really do. But I only want things to go right.
If I could do one thing, I would do my damnedest to ensure that noone ever felt alone... I really would.
Monday, October 19, 2009
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