I have always beleived to some extent, but had lost hope that true love was in the books for me. I had never told anyone that I love them, except for family and close friends. I had been told that someone loved me - never was it heartfelt, it was always said with alterior motives or following a night of drinking.
I had witnessed friend after friend and even my older brother fall in love, and wondered what I was doing wrong. Only to have each and everyone of them tell me that it would happen when I least expect it and that I would know as soon as I met the right person. And those replies began to drive me insane, and make me lose even more hope that it existed.
But now, I am a real believer... it happened when I least expected it and it has left me in awe... and now I am one of those people who reassures people that it will happen when they least expect it and that they will know that the person is the one.
I have grown apart from the two I was with when the initial conversation took place... but I wish I could tell them that I am a full believer - true love does exist and I have found it.
I was a pusher, I used to push people away, but maybe that was because subconsciously I knew it was because they weren't right for me... because when I found my love I have never once pushe him away. He broke down the wall I had created and waltzed right in, to stay... and to become the first male figure in my life that is here to stay.
So now that I am one of the ones who have found mytrue love, I won't stop fighting for that person - instead, I will keep it up.
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