Sometimes we all have moments where we feel like we're admitting defeat, when giving up or giving in would seem easier than forging ahead and overcoming all that stands in our way.
It's during these times when we often turn to someone be it family, friends or a loved one for help, advice or just support. It's not always easy to ask for help, especially for those who are independent and want to do things on their own.
Admittedly I have found myself in this position a time or two since deciding to go back to school.. and I am praying that it will fix its self... or I will seriously consider taking a semester or year off to save up or rethink the whole thing.
Swallowing my pride is not an easy feat for me, I have been on my own for a long time, I should know how to do it by now. I hope once my finances fall into place and I have my inheritance that everything will start to fall into place.
When that happens then I can breath easy and not feel so restricted, trapped or confined.
I know it's normal, we all have our moments, and lately it seems to be the going thing. After falling down, I feel weak or guilty, neither of which I do well.
I am eternally grateful for those who have been there with advice, support and help - you're the best. I always do my best to return the favour or repay the debts as soon as I can in the best way possible.
I am still sick, and have finally taken time off of school... I spent most of yesterday and all of today home... and hope I am on the up and up shortly or I might go insane! I had a great evening with my roommate! We went and bought a Christmas Tree (Jordan, you can shush on the whole grossness of fake trees... we will get you a real one when you're out!). Yes we bought a tree, with Curtis' money (he doesn't know that yet... that's what you get for leaving money in your laundry Curtis!!!). Now we have time to search out the best Christmas ornaments!! And we have to buy stockings to put on our fire place for Andrea, Curtis, Jordan and me!! And then I can start buying stocking stuffers!!
Although I hate Christmas, I absolutely love love looooove stockings!!! And this year I get to do the whole family!! Speaking of which... I need to get Austin, Slade and Dana stockings this year and get their names embroidered on them!!
OK, sleep time, I have to get up early-ish to run to the school to get a movie to prepare for a French test!!
I will post a random post about my sickday... hehehe you should all get a chuckle out of it!
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