I just spent the past two hours reading over my old blogs, mainly from second year at SAIT and up to 2007ish. I forgot a lot of stuff that had happened, some of the shit I had to deal with and some of the friendships I have lost since then.
It was nice to read over it, but now I wish I could go back in time and hang on to a couple of those friendships, just so I could have those people in my life now. I know things happen for a reason, but I still miss those certain few, or wish we were still tight.
I also realized that my style of writing changes, and it's kind of interesting. I came across some blogs that impressed me, because I didn't think I could write like that and it made me miss writing... I will make a note to try to do it a little more often.
It also made me realize I am the same now, as I was then. I'd stop blogging when things were going on or I was having a tough time with things, and then when it had all passed I'd return, blog about it and all would be fine.
I'm going through one of those times right now, and I know there's a select few of you who read this on a regular basis and you've been asking for more, I just don't have much to give right now. What I do have to give I don't want to because I don't want to whine or sound all depressed. I just want it all to work itself out and go back to normal.
I know it will all work out, if that's how it's meant to be, but sometimes I just get impatient and stressed. I have taken measures to make sure that in the future it doesn't happen again.
That's all for now, I will try to come up with something to write in the near future...
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