Thursday, December 24, 2009

2010... will be a better year

I can't complain too much about 2009... There have been moments that were somewhat similar to an  emotional roller coaster (stay tuned for the 2009 in review within the next couple of weeks.) The second half of 2009 kicked ass, the first half was all downhill.

I just hope that 2010 is more uphill than downhill. I know everyone needs balance, and whatever is meant to be will be. I just am hoping for more sunshiney days than rainy ones. I really hope it's possible. I hope for this not only for me, but for the people I love, the ones close to me. Because when they're sad, I am sad. When they're hurting or suffering, so do I. When they're happy, so am I. I wish only the greatest things for them, I don't want to see them go through tough times when there's nothing I can do to change that.

I worry too much, I care too much... that's a fault of mine, but it's honest.

For 2010 I have some resolutions but I swear if I don't follow them I will kick my own ass... so there are four of them. I think they're doable. As long as I keep motivated!

1) Get back in shape - I will buy a swim suit and a gym/pool pass with my first pay cheque, and I will start going to lane swim and aquasize again.... And even try out the gym!

2) Get a higher GPA - I will study more, and harder, I will have study notes from the beginning and not wait until the last week before exams to make them. I will work harder on assignments. I need to get a nerdy GPA in order to stand out from the rest of the thousands of BED students.

3)... oh shit, I've already forgotten... ohwait! Number three is to blog or write more often - I will look into freelancing for some local papers or Albertan magazines. Just to keep my writing up to par. If worst comes to worst I will just have to maintain this blog... I just need to write, it's one of my passions and I need to keep it up.

4) take a fun photography course - like my reading my photography and cameras have been neglected since quitting the paper. I need to get back into it, to revive my passion and add some excitement into my life!! I hope to be able to do that by taking some sort of photography course and just going on fun photo excursions!

Ok seriously I think that's enough writing for one night... I am headed to mom's tomorrow and not too sure if I will have internet there. IF I will, there might be a blog or two, if not - stay tuned there will be some in the near future.

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