Sunday, December 13, 2009

so the stress got to me... makes me human right??

Stress can bring out the best as well as the worst in a person, trust me, I know. This past week has been one from hell, and I still have four more days to go. I have realized that my moods surely affect those around me, or those I talk to. And I don't mean for that, it just happens. I have been very stressed out, and quite bitchy, without meaning for it to happen.
Exam mode took over and ruined me. Good news, now that my exams are closer, I am not as stressed, and I am trying to think positive... strange hey?! I have four exams this week. Monday is French at 9am. Tuesday is Spanish at 9 am. Wednesday is Astrology at 7 pm. and Thursday is Sociology at 2 pm.
So even when I walked into the library today I was a bit frazzled... not as bad as I was yesterday or even when I woke up this morning... and now I feel a lot calmer and ready to try and kick some ass on my tests.
I am extremely grateful for those who have had to put up with my moodswings and stressed-self during exams. I have been distant so thankfully there are only a select few who have had to deal with the wrath of Adrianne... put still it hasn't been pleasant for them, so again I apologize from the bottom of my heart and thank you again for not kicking me to the curb... cause I am sure if I could have... I would have kicked myself.
THEN I fly to Vancouver to be with the love of my life! We get to spend five nights together, which will be the longest duration since we've been a couple!!! SO very exciting! I also get to meet his sister and quite possibly his grandparents! While in Vancouver I am also getting my hair cut by one of my old roommates from the Tuscany house, Savannah!!!! That is very exciting, I haven't seen her since she moved to Vancouver like nearly three years ago!!!
After studying a full day of French, I can say that I am confident in translating verbs in the present tense, passe compose, passe recent, imparfait, impertif, plus que parfait and future proche. I have come to the realization I am not going to do stellar this semester, but that just makes me want to try harder for next semester, all semester long, not just the final month!
Next semester I have a full schedule with Spanish 102, English 220, Higher Arithmatic - Math 260, The Profession of Teaching 250, and Intro to Education Psychology 200.
I'm cutting this short, because I need to get myself home, have a hot bath, wash my hair, and SLEEP. I have to get ready for my test.
Tomorrow's plans - Test 9-12. Study Spanish 1-4. Study Sociology 5-9.
Tuesday - Spanish test 9-12. Supervision 12-12:45. Reading 12:45-1:15. Study Sociology 2-4. Study Astro 5-9.
Wednesday - Study Sociology 10-12. Study Astro 1-5. Write Astro test 7pm. PACK FOR VANCOUVER!!!
Thursday - 10-12 study Sociology. 12-1245- Supervision. 12:45-1:15 reading with Harrison (last day :( ) Write Sociology test at 2. THEN LEAAAAAAAAVE FOR VANCOUVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'd say that I'm scarier than my grandparents, they're lovely old hippies :)
Please pressure him into going to see them sometime he's out, they miss him like crazy!

positively pessimistic said...

I will work on it! I tried this time, but I will break him down! They can't be scarier than mine, and he's met them... poor guy!!