The worst feeling in the world is knowing that you let someone down. I think I could take just about any feeling over that one. Knowing that you let someone down, that you dropped the ball totally takes the ball in the department of screw ups. And sadly enough it seems like I perfected that department a while back.
The stupid thing is I was just simply overwhelmed, which made me seem selfish and not excited for someone's big news. I am over the moon excited, I just lacked to show it because it comes with huge changes in both of our lives. So I freaked a bit. Lame excuse I know, I should have been more supportive and all of that. It was completely unlike me, I am usually super understanding, supportive and able to see the bigger picture and the good in things... I dropped the ball, and it was probably the worst time to ever drop the ball.
On the flipside - things are looking up!! LIKE WAY UP! And I am very excited about that!! 2010 will come with big changes, but for the better, and I am totally looking forward to it!
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