I thought I had left my binder at home yesterday - well it turns out that the binder is not in my house, car or locker... It has not been turned into security or the library.... SO I have to wait until Monday to see if I left it in my English or Math classrooms... that really helps me prepare for my Spanish, EDPY and Math tests!! I have math covered, will manage with Spanish and EDPY because of the text - but I am still freaking out a bit. Takes a lot of talent to be able to forget a binder, but remember a clipboard, backpack and a ton of texts!!
I just needed to vent a bit about that so I can try and concentrate on Bloom's Taxonomy... I have finished studying two of the three theorists... just have one left after Bloom's Taxonomy.... AND then Spanish. I also have a couple hours tomorrow morning to study for Spanish... And an hour for math after Spanish. Hamlet is going to have to wait another day to be read. (shux!)
This weekend has been much better in comparison to last!! Like polar opposites! Things are finally starting to go a bit better, I am happier, less stressed (depsite the studying and binder fiasco!!), and I am relaxed.
I say that but I still have no patience for certain things, and have become kind of self absorbed... but that's just because I need to kick ass on these tests. That and because there is only so much drama and shit I can take from other people before I snap or break or blow up. None of those situations would be pretty so I try to avoid it from happening. I have moved past my shitty week, dealt with it... I have dealt with my family drama, because it doesn't affect me directly - there is nothing I can do... doesn't mean it doesn't make me angry. And by the time all that is done, stresses of finding random parttime jobs and my full course load... I don't seem to have the patience or ability to deal with other people's stuff... I feel like I have failed, but I mean - my cup is full... and I don't want it to overflow...
I probably don't make any sense... after this amount of time of reading about cognitive development and educational psychology theorists I think I am a bit more loopy than I was before...
Back to the books....
Sunday, January 24, 2010
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