Wednesday, April 14, 2010

... more than that ...

After my last post I have had a couple of concerned texts and calls. I realize I have accomplished "stuff" but it's not to the extent I had hoped. I guess it is just hard for me to realize that some of my accomplishments are meaningful and that they do matter. I don't see them as big things, but others do.

Why is it that I am so hard on myself but I have no issues recognizing the small and the big accomplishments everyone else makes?

You're right obviously if I hadn't accomplished anything meaningful - my portfolio wouldn't be as thick as it is. You were also right when you said I needed to chill and reflect in a more positive light. You were also right when you said I could not realize my accomplishments because of where I was at when I wrote that...

So yes, I have accomplished things. Sometimes I just let my failed attempts at things cloud my judgement...

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