Friday, April 23, 2010

... what now...

After a over a week of frantic reviewing, rewriting, studying and cramming I am left sitting in an empty house with not a lot to do. My room is pretty empty except for my clothes - which I am about to pack.

I spent the afternoon watching season five of Weeds. I haven't seen the first four seasons, but that is on my list of things to do now.

I looked for jobs in Edmonton but I am running out of decent paying ones to apply for. I was hoping to actually be able to save and get ahead of the game this summer but it looks like it will be another summer of just making it - which is slightly depressing in its self.

I'm scared to move to Edmonton without a job, I don't want to have to do retail. It's the last thing on this earth I want to do. But it looks like that might be where I end up. I am just so frustrated. I started applying for jobs at the beginning of March and I have applied for over thirty of them.

I am excited to be done school for the summer but sad at the same time because now I have nothing to do and I won't see my friends for who knows how long. Janvier is leaving for Africa/Australia/Europe next week, Jessie's off to her boyfriends, Trista and Cassie are chilling around Red Deer for the summer. Andrea has been busy for the past however long. I have said all my goodbyes except Andrea. That will happen this weekend likely.

I found a dress I like, I am meeting with Andrea tomorrow to get her opinion on it. It's on sale and CHEAP and I need one to wear to the weddings I have to go to this summer.

I am off to do laundry, pack my clothes and start cleaning AND I think I might go to bed early tonight to get a decent sleep!!

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